So the results of my serenade: she has work on Homecoming night. I either feel a sincere rejection or an uncomfortable friendzonr. And I spent so long writing and learning the song :/
I bought two tickets anyways. It's a hit-or-miss. Either she goes and I get 30$ spent well or I wasted money for nothing. I can express the disappointment I'm feeling.
I guess. The worst part of it isn't the rejection itself, but either: thinking about the lyrics and the rejection, I spent 30 dollars on tickets I won't use, or the fact that she distributed the roses I gave her to her class.
I hope I don't sound like a bitchy 8th grader, but god damn.
