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You are incredibly whiny and pathetic and everything you've ever said on here and on steam just drips with self-loathing, and that is incredibly tiring If you had a bad day and complained about it in TIAM say once every few weeks then people would happily cheer you up but it is THE ONLY THING YOU EVER DO and at one point pity turns into disgust. Even if you do post something reasonable you always feel the need to add something like "also yeah that thing I'm not allowed to talk about but never mind I'm ok ;__________;" You're an insecure teenager, get over yourself, we've all been there. Nothing we're going to say is magically going to change that, the only way to stop being socially awkward is by practicing being social. Yes, that's hard, too bad. And for the snivy thing what the hell do you want us to say? It's fucking weird, we all think it's just a phase, we can't empathize with it, if you really need support in that you really gotta search it somewhere else because we just can't say anything other than "fuck off" after a while. Actually be something else other than "that whiny guy" because Comeau has had a serious problems thread, Rammite has had a serious problem thread, but they don't establish their entire personality on their problems. When I saw their threads I thought "oh shit that nice guy from subspuf is in trouble I hope I can support him a bit" instead of "godfucking dammit davjo here we go again" We're tired about your social drama because that's all you ever talk about and we can not help you with the snivy drama because we think it's dumb

Davjo, If there is something you should really improve on, it is your self-esteem. Seriously, you keep on being so negative over yourself most of the time in whatever thing you are doing. I don't think people over the internet can help you with that so much except for showing that one Shia LeBoeuf clip non-stop, so you should look into that self-improvement stuff yourself. Be more positive about yourself, and really fucking go for the chances you want or still have. Not even trying is the worst you can do in those cases. It might also have to do with stressing yourself out too often. Like Moby said, having a hobby that helps you relieve stress really much does help a lot. Doesn't really matter what hobby it is though, as long it helps you relieve stress instead of adding more stress. Doesn't even have to be a year-round hobby, maybe doing something fun in the winter like skiing is something you like, for example. It could also help if you meet more people while doing that too where you can get along with more easily. Although I am not a great authority at that either. Also, you're still pretty young compared to most people here. There should still be enough time to improve yourself and get your stuff on track again. Just try to prioritise your IRL business. You're still in High School, and let's be honest about it, it might suck pretty much, but you really need to get yourself through it to do an education afterwards that you do actually like. It should really improve after graduating HS. Although drinking stays a pretty big interaction point, but I am fairly sure that not everyone you are going to meet is going to drink themselves into unconsciousness or is going to drunkenly juggle with knives at every social outing. Just keep with a group and keep it with IRL stuff. If they are not interested in internet stuff, just don't bring it up. Or rather, don't bring it up at all. Saves loads of bothering and bickering in my experience. Just get that feeling of what said group likes to talk about and try to contribute a bit with those conversations without it being terribly out of place with their interests. For example, I am not going to bore people with the loads of interesting but useless F1 trivia I know when I know that they don't care about it. Another thing is, considering your age, you're most likely still going through puberty, which would explain your mood swings you seem to be having most of the time. I don't know how to help you with that one considering that it wasn't so drastic for me, but try to seek help for it if you feel that it is needed on it. At least you're already seeking help on other things, so that is a start. They should be more helpful for it than we probably are. Getting your social anxiety helped with would be a great start I think.

 

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honestly at this point anyone who has tried to give you advice has gotten fed up with you because you're pretty damn deep in denial and self-pity and don't consider it. Since there is no progress or headway to be made, the only options left are to ignore or xd at you and honestly you search for validation and attention so hard that it's tiring to put up with you, so many just choose not to

Why does "Hey want to go to Homecoming with me?" always have to be such an elaborate thing? It's not a wedding proposal it's a school dance for christ's sake.

​That's good because if you killed yourself I'm sure the cops would find some way to blame us for your choice. That wouldn't be fun.

Tomorrow I will formally invite her to homecoming, which is this Saturday. Some time after this happened, one of our friends (who happens to be the girl I kissed for Much Ado About Nothing, last year) heard about it and got excited. She wanted to help me do things well, and even offered to drive us to the actual event. She gave me this idea for asking her out: Get her a Baymax (from Big Hero 6)-shaped balloon. They were out together one day and saw one. She really wanted one, and brought it up a few times even after that day. Get her blue flowers. Blue is her favorite color. The verbal invitation, a mix of revised Baymax quotes: "Hello. I am Devon, you potential homecoming companion. On a scale of 1 to 10, how likely is it that you would go with me to homecoming? Are you satisfied with your invitation?" I got the balloon, and had the idea of drawing a tux on it, but when I was about 2/3 of the way done, it popped. In hindsight, I probably shouldn't have used a sharpie. But, no matter. I was able to finish the tux, repair it with packing tape, and re-inflate it with a bicycle pump. It may not float, but I can get around that by attaching it to a poster with the verbal invitation written on it. Even if it still had helium, it wouldn't float, so floating won't be expected. I don't yet have the poster or flowers, but those will be taken care of for me by my dear sweet mother. Along with all of those things, I decided to get her a small bag of blue gumballs. Food is always nice. I'm feeling good about this.

anything nice i could've said i've said before so now i'm going to be edgy 1. come to terms with your autism 2. check yourself into a short term inpatient mental hospital 3. get antidepressants, atypical antipsychotics and therapy 4. either be released after a few weeks or be transferred to a residential treatment center. the latter is usually only necessary if you have no signs of improvement. you can claim that you aren't mental all you fucking want but it makes no difference. if you want help, take initiative and get help. this isn't a hate speech. i don't hate you davjo, but i find it really hard to like you when you willingly let yourself deteriorate like this.

First step to deal with the problem is admitting you have a problem. Which you did. Second step to deal with a problem is seeking specialized help. Which we are not. I don't want to sound like a broken record, but the thing is we have no real qualification to help you and every our advice aside of "go find a specialist" will be as accurate as something along the lines "glass of water is a great contraceptive". If you are on about being socially awkward, well I can't help you there either. I see myself as socially awkward myself and my way of dealing with it is 1. speak bluntly and 2. don't give a fuck. Which creates plethora of other problems, but oh well.

Nice! You landed not only one dance, but two. That's friggin awesome!

Finished up watching SAKIGAKE!! OTOKOJUKU, a manga adaptation from Toei Animation from '88. Went in knowing that it was a parody of Hokuto no Ken and the Protag inspired Araki's design of JoJo's Jotaro. The show starts out fantastic think of it like Cromartie High except everyone is actually tough as nails and knows it, it's quite episodic but introduces new characters now and then. Then about half-way through (which in relation to the manga is extremely early on) it turns into it's own Battle Shounen were martial arts see a lot of use, it is certainly a change from the first half but the supporting cast still keep it relatively light-hearted. The one MAJOR problem I had with the show was that episode titles ruin EVERYTHING, during major battles, the title of the episode will straight just be "Character Dies! Something Something Something!", which is a major tension killer, and to follow up with that .which may be part of the parody but ruins the mood a bit when it does so so consistently You can also tell that they ran out of time since they flat out resort to a slight time-skip and just fill in the blanks of fights that should've been animated Disregarding that though the show is a lot of fun for 34 episodes and is the epitome of manly anime, seriously, Jojo doesn't begin to compare. There's also a movie that has a unique story separate from the Manga which has a bigger budget which is very evident but tried to fit too much into the 74min airing time. Though it did have a killer ED

guys did you play thegoodgame cause you should really go and play thegoodgame

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You should stop worrying and get a hobby. Other than self-loathing and pretending to be a Snivy. Learn to play guitar, speak french, go draw something, learn how to knit. Just do it.

See, you say that you're not gonna like talk about your personal problems and stuff, in a thread that you made in order to whine about how nobody listens to your personal problems. Soooo...not sure what you're trying to get at here.

i'm having a hard time being sympathetic due to what raz already covered as well as that nearly all of your posts read like reply bait i'm not fond of sounding like a jerk but can you try to stop posting about your problems so much? if your phases are just phases, don't bring them up; if they're genuine issues, bottle them up/vent them in a journal/seek help but the volume of weirdity/emotional conflict/should-i-help-him we have to deal with from you is really obnoxious and, admittedly, i have had to block your posts in the past from how annoying they got drop the woe-is-me attitudes or at the very least hide them, and stop the snivy crap because it's dumb

"Sorry man I accidentally bit your arm off" "No worries mate"

Wife and Husband go to a disco Inside the disco they see a man giving it big - backflips, moonwalking, the works Wife says "See that guy over there? I turned him down 25 years ago" Husband says "Looks like he's still fucking celebrating!!"